March 31, 2008i have a stalkerand shes the bestest stalker out there! her name is tat
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Posted on 03/31/2008 8:21 PM Comments (1)
March 29, 2008i think i need a hugLife pretty much sucks at the moment. I feel sick as hell, I have half yearly exams in 2 days and i know abso-fucking-lutely nothing, and my dad is sicker than what we originally thought. It fucking sucks balls majorly, I miss the days when everything was simple and the toughest decision to be made was what colour ice block you wanted. I need a hug. I guess I should call my sister and tell her about it all. Though a plus in the past few days is that an australian Panic at the Disco tour was announced and THE ACADEMY IS... and COBRA STARSHIP are supporting them. In all honesty I could care less about Panic... touring, all that matters to me is The Academy Is... and Cobra Starship and I'm more then willing to pay the $90 for the show, though its going to sell out shit fast.
xo
Posted on 03/29/2008 2:22 AM Comments (7)
March 7, 2008Save Youtake a breath sometimes i wish i could save you when i hear your voice sometimes i wish i could save you if you fall, stumble down if only i could find the answer sometimes i wish i could save you i wish i could save you... (L)
Posted on 03/07/2008 2:25 AM Comments (0)
February 27, 2008picture perfect, pathetic.im incredibly bored and i cant be fucked doing my maths homework, so i thought i'd make a list of the tattoos im planning on getting in the years to come.
Posted on 02/27/2008 10:52 PM Comments (0)
February 23, 2008fuck =[
The last two days have been pretty shit. On friday i found out that one of my friends tried to commit suicide. At least it was only suicidal thoughts and attempt and i didnt lose them. Also on friday some dude died at a train station and that screwed up the entire system, so i got stuck at 2 different train stations in fucking disgusting hot, humid weather.
When i finally get to my stop i find out my mum is in the doctor's office again. When i was younger my mum got really sick and was pretty much on the verge of death. In the past few years she's been getting better but in the past few months everything has gone down the drain and it fucking sucks. As if one parent sick isn't enough, 2 years ago my dad got really sick and was in hospital for 2 months, half of which was spent in ICU. The doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with him, only coming up with a 'suspected diagnosis' of lupus. While he was there he nearly died numerous times, all from different causes. Well he was kind of getting better though still really weak since he got released, and to make my weekend even better [sarcasm], he seems to be getting sick again with exactly the same thing that sent him to hospital the first time round. With all this crap going on in the family i feel as though i shouldn't be having a goodtime or leaving to go to soundwave tomorrow. The only person in real life i feel as though i can talk to about these things is my sister and i'll have the car ride to soundwave to talk to her about things but afterwards i'm gonna have mates in the car on the way back so that means no talking about it then. She's also leaving to go overseas on Tuesday for over a month, so that leaves me with pretty much no one and i trust to confide my thoughts to. I'm not gonna try to stop her though, after all the shit she has gone through, through life she deserves a holiday. It's no just a hoiday for her either, she's going to a Vietnam, a third world country, to help out orphans and give them a better outlook in life and i'll support her 100% in her endeavours. Hopefully tomorrow will have a better outlook, but knowing my recent luck something is bound to fuck up and ruin my day. Of course i have a major english assessment the day after a big day out. Gee i sound like a whiney bitch in this blog, but this seems like the only place where i can vent my thoughts. I don't want to talk to my parents about it because i don't want them to worry about me and get worse, i don't have that same connection with my oldest sister and i don't want to bother my younger older sister with my problems when i know she has her own. I feel as though i cant trust some of my friends with it, and those that i do they are in situations 10 times worse then mine. I really need to go study but in the mood I'm in the only thing i want to do is listen to music and/or go for a walk. Hmm, maybe i'll go talk to my dog, he always makes me feel better. Well thank you to anyone who actually bothered to read my train of thought for the moment, I apologise for wasting 10 minutes of your time that you probably could've done something enjoyable in. xxo quan
Posted on 02/23/2008 2:01 AM Comments (3)
February 20, 2008Top 10 Songs
This is a list of my personal favourite songs at the moment/of all time.
10. This Time Imperfect - A.F.I
9. Stay Together for the Kids - Blink 182 8. Konstantine - Something Corporate 7. Hands on Deck - Waking Ashland 6. Sleeping with Giants (lifetime) - The Academy Is... 5. The Artist in the Ambulance - Thrice 4. Stare at the Sun - Thrice 3. The Taste of Ink - The Used 2. Cancer - My Chemical Romance 1. Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance i am not afraid to keep on living i am not afraid to walk this world alone. i dont care if this song is 'mainstream' or if you think my chemical romance have sold out. this band still mean the world to me and their music keeps me going.
Posted on 02/20/2008 10:44 PM Comments (0)
February 16, 2008grrr
So my computer/internet connection is being a bitch. I haven't been able to do anything on the net, not even check my emails. Thankfully I can still sometimes go on buzznet and myspace, but only if I'm lucky.
And I also have a pretty awful sunburn across my shoulders. It hurts =[. Stupid swimming carnival, and it was a shit swimming carnival as well. I think I might just stick to being pale instead of going through this pain again. -_- On the other hand Soundwave is in exactly one week and I get to go see so many of my favourite bands and meet Jona from Bleeding Through/ex-I Killed the Prom Queen. Hopefully the day/night won't tire me out to quickly because I have a pretty important English assessment the next day at school. well thats all that's on my mind at the moment, and I'm just procrastinating over doing my maths homework and it's not like anyone reads this anyway. toodle-oo xo quan P.S. Quick question: Should i get a new PC, a laptop or a macbook?
Posted on 02/16/2008 8:41 PM Comments (0)
February 9, 200815 Random Facts1. I'm from Chinese descent but my family was raised and speaks Vietnamese.
2. I'm in my last year of high school. 3. I'm a nerd =P. I go to a nerd school and have nerdy and not-so-nerdy friends. 4. Music makes my heart swell. 5. My family is pretty fucked up but I love them no matter what. 6. My real life heroes are Pewe, Ngan, James, Xuol, and Chinh. 7. I still cant drive because I'm too lazy to go get my license. 8. I have slight Obsessive Compulsive behaviours. 9. I take random walks in the middle of the night to go to the park. 10. Sometimes I wish I was a vampire. 11. Some days I want to be older and leave everything behind, others I never want to grow up. 12. I hate clowns and bugs. 13. I love late nights. 14. I drink tea and/or coffee daily. 15. I have a fluffy white dog names Peanuts, he rocks!
Posted on 02/09/2008 11:15 PM Comments (0)
February 5, 2008sweetest thing ^_^someone said the sweetest thing to me the other day
"the only thing that scares me about dying is leaving you"
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i love you! ^_^
Posted on 02/05/2008 3:29 AM Comments (0)
December 18, 2007RIPRest In Piece Damo and Andy from the Red Shore Today is a sad day for aussie music, losing a member and merch guy in a fatal road accident. That's all there is to say really. I give my condolences to the friends and family of Damo and Andy Remember to stay safe on the roads.
Posted on 12/18/2007 9:47 PM Comments (0)
Looking Back...So 2007 has been a pretty awesome year. It threw in the ups and downs of life but all in all it was pretty good. This year I've lost friendships and contact with a few people that seemed to be an important part of my life but I guess I've put all of that behind me. They were important to me when we were still close, but they obviously weren't a huge impact or that important to me if when we did lose contact so easily(which is partially my fault I will admit) it didn't affect me majorly. Whilst I do miss some of those people, I've met heaps of cool new people that, although I haven't opened up to them completely yet, I hope that they are around to stay. I have become a lot closer to quite a few people, including my family(in particular my sister) and a few friends that I had a casual friendship with but have now become a huge part of my life. Me having the trust issues I do, I still can not completely open up to these people no matter how much I love them. Hopefully I will one day be able to find someone who I can trust whole-ly(is that a word?). Another plus is that I was re-united with my best friend from primary school =] It's also been a pretty good year for music. although I Killed the Prom Queen did break up. There have been amazing new releases all throughout the year and even if they result in me having no money, its completely worth it though. I've had some of the best days/nights of my life this year with seeing Thrice and Parkway Drive at Soundwave, seeing the RED HOT FUCKING CHILI PEPPERS, a band i thought i would never see, winning tickets to the Used, and of course the absolute best night of my life... Well bad stuff now I guess... Well at the beginning of last year my dad got incredibly sick and that affected everyone badly. He's still not 100% but is doing better, thankfully. Whilst we thought he was slowly getting better he continually got sick throughout the year and every time he did it was a blow to everyone emotionally and mentally. Him getting sick has affected him, it has made him weaker and he is disappointed in himself because he feels he cant be as great a dad as what he used to be(theres actually a story to go with that but I'll leave it out). Okay I think that's all I'll say on that topic... School, what can I say about school. Officially started senior school this year, with a whole new class worth of new students. It's been alright. Business studies, Music and IPT have proven to be a good choice of subjects for me because not a lot of work is required for me to pass, Maths has been a pain in the ass which reminds me that i get my HSC results back for that tomorrow. I've changed quite a bit since last year, in fact I'm probably a different person to the person I was a few months ago, but that's all a part of life that everyone needs to accept. I'm still trying to erase the negative aspects of my life and hold on to the positve and hopefully grow and learn along the way. I guess that's all for now. Merry Christmas everyone, have a great, safe holiday and New Year! xox
Posted on 12/18/2007 3:30 AM Comments (0)
December 16, 2007Things to do before i dieSo I am bored and decided that I wanted to post a blog of all the things i hope to do and experience before I die. 1.
That's all I can think of at the moment and I'll add more when I can think of more and when i can be bothered to update.
Posted on 12/16/2007 12:16 AM Comments (0)
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